Coming Out
By George Templeton
Gazette Columnist
By George Templeton
Gazette Columnist
“Man knows himself only to the extent that he knows the world; he
becomes aware of himself only within the world, and aware of the world
only within himself.” - Johann Wolfgang von Goethe
We
are more a process than objects. That is why it is easy to change our
minds but not our hearts. That is why we are hard to understand.
The
mass murder in an Orlando gay nightclub raises questions about the
killer’s motivation. Why did he choose hatred instead of hope? What
couldn’t he endure? The Old Testament, common to Islam and
Christianity, teaches that homosexuality is punishable by death. Was it
the blending of fundamentalist religion with political ideology that
mattered most? Was his massacre an act of self-deceit?
There
are some things that cannot be adequately captured by words. Freedom,
faith, and courage are examples. Our understanding of what such words
mean comes back to their manifestations, but those are always
incomplete, situational, and personal. We encounter these as
experiencing, feeling persons having needs; love, belonging, esteem, and
fulfillment of life’s mission. But sometimes, self-actualization can
run amok, ruined by guilt and a focus on what one is not instead of what
one is becoming. We have to fit with what we are growing into. When
things don’t make sense we try to find a way to make them reasonable.
Personal flaws and disadvantages, accepted responsibly, give life its
power.
Courage
Paul Tillich, in his book, The Courage to be,
explained how self-acceptance was part of the striving of being and
becoming. It is that striving that makes us what we are. Without it we
will not be. The self evolves. It becomes part of a much larger
narrative. When it fails to adjust, it dies.
Self-affirmation
is the opposite of selfishness. We can affirm ourselves; accept our
errors, shortcomings, and misdeeds as things that we will try to
overcome. Individuals can be free without destroying the group and they
can defy irrational authority, but without participation one becomes an
empty shell and nothing more than a possibility.
The Unbroken Circle
The
circle of life is a self-referential ambiguity, a spiral of objectivity
and subjectivity. A simple idea that is wrong will spread more rapidly
than a complex one that is correct. Truth is like the mythical
perpetual machine. It all comes back to something unseen, simpler and
deeper than the mechanism that attracts our attention.
Consider
two parallel mirrors facing each other. The first mirror sees the
second, but the second mirror sees the first seeing the second, and so
on. It wants to go on forever, but can it?
In electronics, amplifiers use feedback to improve fidelity. Like
people, they can become unstable if the “loop gain” isn’t properly
controlled.
“This
statement is false.” If the assertion is false, then it must be true.
If it is true, then it is false. Reality and fantasy spin forever
leaving authenticity in limbo. Was the mass murderer trapped by
irreconcilable dissonance?
Is
Donald Trump trapped by his freedom to defy political correctness?
Crooked Hillary, Creepy Cruz, little Marco, and low energy Jeb are
memes. They will influence elections and be remembered, copying, and
whirling in the minds of others like the repetitious musical jingles of
advertisements. They create a slanted reality that springs from the
meme’s ability to replicate and spread like a disease. Is this the way
we should be electing presidents? As a people, we lose faith in
government when we allow the integrity of our leaders to be impugned.
The
writings of philosophers and theologians through the ages reveal that
morality and ethics are complicated subjects. The business
psychologist, Jonathan Haidt, sees morality as cultural. If we don’t
object, permissive values will set the precedent for future elections.
When
will we realize that Donald Trump is what he says? The fractured
impermanence of video and audio clips is less accurate but more
extemporaneous and truthful than the contemplated written word. Words
form a character revealing composite. It is a reach too far to think
that Donald is being misconstrued. He alleges honesty but instead
deceives. He determines the force of himself though he neither accepts
nor knows what he advocates. He wants citizens to shoot the bad guys.
Good Guys and Bad Guys
On
the TV, Wyatt explains to his posse that the rustlers have captured the
ranchers and are leading them out of the canyon on horseback. Each
good guy is tied up and his horse is guided by a rope held by a bad guy
who rides ahead to lead the way. Wyatt’s plan is to ambush and shoot
the bad guys. That will cause the horses carrying the good guys to run
away. It’s simple and “beautiful” as Donald Trump would say! They
would be rounded up and set free later when the job was done. As the
caravan rounds a boulder, Wyatt’s men open fire killing all the bad guys
and Wyatt’s plan is successful.
In
real life, things are not so clear. Was Wyatt blameless when he made
the decision to take the law into his own hands? What about the
possibility of injury to a rancher? Is this the kind of law enforcement
we admire and want?
Guns
In
the mythical old West, everyone was armed. Disagreements were
potentially a matter of life and death! In reality, they could not
afford all those guns, but even if they could, common sense tells you
that there is something wrong with this image. The cowboys always wore
two six-guns and a belt full of massive 45 caliber rounds. Do you
realize how heavy those things are? I was hunting pigs during revolver
season. I had one of those holsters mounting the big gun on my belt.
By the time I returned to my Land Cruiser, it had scraped all the flesh
from my thigh.
In
old movies, the revolver does not stop at six shots. They never aim,
preferring instead a motion that seems to sling the bullet out of the
barrel. Any piece of wood, regardless of how thin, will stop it. In
real life, the person who fires a 357 indoors becomes both blind and
deaf because of the muzzle blast. What’s worse is that one shot can
kill the good guy standing behind the bad guy.
The Deer Hunter
My
introduction to deer hunting came by my father’s bolt action 30/40
Krag. It must have had a 96 inch barrel, because I could not see the
front sight, but that would not be an impediment to the fun of hunting.
Deer hunting was so popular; the schools experienced a de facto
closure. But even so, hunting was a secluded quiet experience. In
those days, the gun of choice was a bolt action rifle. They are
accurate and much more powerful than assault weapons. You have to aim,
but only one shot is needed.
Twenty years later,
my Land Cruiser growled through the Arizona forest, beneath fallen
trees that barely cleared the roof rack, around tree stumps and rocks,
and up the hill. I had chosen that location because it was remote and
away from other people. The squirrels must have known that it was not
their season, because they hung from tree branches and scolded me while I
ventured on my way. When I came to a clearing, I stopped and set up my
campsite. I retired into the back of my vehicle and went to sleep,
awaiting the opening of deer season.
In
the morning, I was greeted by the loud booming reverberations of a
military battle. The other side of the hill erupted in sustained rapid
gunfire with dozens of rounds expended over the next few minutes. I
could not see any of the shooters. I had not seen any vehicles or
campsites on the way in. Had I seen any, I would have kept on going.
It was unexpected and surprising. Only the fusillade was revealing.
What
were they shooting at? Were they all lined up shoulder to shoulder and
firing at a running deer? On that trip, as on some others, I never
fired my gun. I wondered about the prudence of the distant shooters. I
did not want to be within range or sound of the unhinged chaotic
crowd. It was just too busy for me.
Assault Weapons
Clues
to the recent mass murders can be found in the unrestricted
availability of instruments of war. We lived without them in 1970. Why
do people think that they need them now?
Recently,
the fair and balanced news channel explained that the AR-15 assault
rifle was a “single shot long gun”. Liberals incorrectly blame cars for
crashes! Although it is hard to see the relationship between a car and
an instrument designed for killing people, I could only think of the
price of insurance for a 750 horsepower car.
More
people are killed in car accidents than by gun violence, but people
fear guns more than cars. Unfortunately, more people commit suicide and
have gun mishaps than defend themselves with firearms. People know
about such things, but mind viruses spread because they are emotional.
Our culture of gun violence feeds a peer pressure that is like the free
cigarettes passed out on 1960 college campuses by attractive women.
Forgetting
that compromise is the ground of civilization, the propaganda machine
then turned to the bill that would prohibit potential terrorists who had
been investigated by the FBI and placed on a “no fly list” from
purchasing hardware for mass murder. We can’t lock up people because of
what they say, but we can make it difficult for them to purchase
assault rifles, thousand round boxes of ammo, and body armor.
The
news claimed that government would use the list to take guns away from
conservative patriots. Such statements are not only false; they are
irrational. They have been effective in causing us to lose our sense of
values. They will go on for generations, just like the 1955 cigarette
ads, until we realize that too many guns everywhere are not good for
everybody.
Paranoia
Guns
are an anachronism that has morphed into an old-time religion
supporting a mythical world that never was and a survivalist future that
sees only the bad side of man. Like tobacco and smoking, it will take
fifty years for common sense to prevail and reverse the current excess.
All long journeys are taken one step at a time. The important thing is
to start and keep going.
1 comment:
Gun sales soaring as public fully recognizes the inevitable coming racial/cultural chaos. Real enemies are the rotters who have let our immigration disasters develop! Wrenched political hacks like Bush, Hillary, McCain, et al, ad nausea! A new day is coming simply because the inherent rot of government in a shattering society will have the public supporting everything up to a Monarchy! (It's time to identify many of the "saving programs" as nothing more than out of control pathological altruism aided by the whorish nature of our current system.) Exciting times ahead. Enjoy.
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